tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-108101462011-07-01T23:22:27.690+08:00where my life is revealed...grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.comBlogger1181100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-85197442451282869312008-10-20T21:51:00.000+08:002008-10-20T21:52:38.336+08:00

i hope there is a place where i can find comfort in..to tell my tales, to bury my soul..somethings are just not meant to be..i need to escape...

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-38926628771019460152008-08-02T01:37:00.001+08:002008-08-02T01:39:38.908+08:00

im so tired. so tired. so tired. so tired. so tired.i just wanna be left alone.

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-50871162002738494992008-03-09T15:53:00.000+08:002008-03-09T15:54:00.201+08:00

not the same, anymore.

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-24862855285922345992007-10-19T19:43:00.000+08:002007-10-19T20:59:07.534+08:00

decided to give a little update..well.. starting with sch.. sch's been hectic like i have been complaining.. assignments week after week.. nothing much to talk abt..next, yeah.. for those who dunno, im attached already. her name is evelyn. i met her in sch.. all has been well and i like the way things are and how they are developing.. its been a really great start. and i hope that things will

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-84917935521979082452007-09-25T09:27:00.000+08:002007-09-25T11:00:47.854+08:00

im having cls now.. and this is the first time im so bored that i have to start blogging to keep myself awake.. and i cant believe how time move so slowly now.. and so fast ystd night! =( save me~~anyway, since im so freaking bored now.. that i will just give an update..life in smu has been hectic, and it could be unbearable at times. the amount of slp is kept to the minimal. every week, we are

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-18042862700434623752007-09-23T21:15:00.000+08:002007-09-23T21:38:43.693+08:00

seriously. i think no one can feel my heart now. im seriously losing direction of where im heading to. sometimes, i feel good. at times, i dunno wat the hell is wrong. this battle is getting the best out of me. im losing sense. sitting here in front of my laptop, feeling lost and totally no interest to continue on my paper that im supposed to submit tml. i just feel like lying on my bed, doing

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-8926192782977807072007-09-10T03:14:00.000+08:002007-09-10T03:18:34.784+08:00

i dunno where this is leading me to.. all i can do is to open my mind, my heart and my eyes..keeping my fingers crossed, hoping things will be fine..im simple, really. like everyone, i just wanna be happy. :)

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-12602792620253086222007-09-04T13:43:00.000+08:002008-12-11T09:23:05.385+08:00

i've decided to add in this entry before i go take my nap.. last sat was prob one of the worst all my life.. sam, one of the closest friend in poly had committed suicide.. yes.. i mean it.. and im not the sort that like to joke on such issues.. it was a terrible weekend to pass.. it was difficult to accept the truth.. it was afterall sam.. the one i spent my time in class

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-77042971135085781472007-09-01T04:12:00.000+08:002007-09-01T04:26:29.170+08:00

its been a month since i last update.. well.. thoughts of shutting this blog did cross my mind since im so inactive in blogging because of my crazy schedule.. i have been really really really busy.. with sch.. with everything.. i cant seem to have enough sleep everyday.. sch's been good.. although it was busy.. but i kinda enjoy it.. i hope i can do well.. well.. im just trying to be really

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-56856232805562848582007-07-31T01:18:00.000+08:002007-07-31T01:44:41.100+08:00

ok.. i was so bored.. so i decided to try this Myers-Briggs Type Indicator (MBTI) test online.. my readings are quite accurate..test url - http://similarminds.com/jung.htmlim an ESTJ! Extraverted Sensing Thinking Judging(Extraverted Thinking with Introverted Sensing)anyway.. i think its quite accurate~ if u are too bored.. maybe u wanna try it as well! below are my readings..The GuardianAs an

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-39640892171919561012007-07-26T14:41:00.000+08:002008-12-11T09:23:05.614+08:00

reasons why i love my bed..i love my bed because its my bed..i love my bed because i paid for it..i love my bed because its big..i love my bed because its hard..i love my bed because bryan slp on it sometimes..i love my bed because its freaking messy..i love my bed because its really mine..i love my bed because it feels better than those in camp..i love my bed because i can lay there playing my

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-61234651230236281712007-07-25T02:26:00.000+08:002007-07-25T02:48:58.472+08:00

i feel tired.. i feel empty.. i feel lonely.. i feel.. :|just a little clip, bryan went bowling!anyway, i changed the tagboard because some of the you guys said cannot tag.. now confirm can tag.. so please tag~~~ :)

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-51935915828401471402007-07-23T12:50:00.000+08:002008-12-11T09:23:06.957+08:00

been busy over the past week..monday - resttuesday - ocs talkwed - starringsmuthur - starringsmufri - starringsmusat - sis camp pre-camp lunchsun - starringsmutook lotsa pictures as well.. met some great ppl.. lol.. nothing much to blog eh.. shall let the pictures do the talking yeah~ this is by far the most number of pictures i had uploaded la.. have fun :)

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-31640921938586633702007-07-17T01:21:00.000+08:002007-07-17T02:53:31.266+08:00

im back from the freshman teamwork building camp.. it was FUN! i totally enjoyed myself although it was really freaking very and super tiring~~ hahaha! but its so sad that we din bring camera along!i would like to thank all who made it possible! especially my faci georgia as well as group 13! which include roy,jayraj, george, ilona, krista, evelyn, jean and cheryl! it was totally fun with u lot..

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-35191257736425190602007-07-13T04:31:00.000+08:002007-07-13T05:08:11.788+08:00

i like the song playing on my blog now.. its called Blinded By Rainbows by The Rolling Stones.. i think its very soothing to my ears, possibly my favourite song no.. but it might change if u click on f5 (refresh) now~ :) GoodBye!4 more weeks

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-34384952522773072392007-07-12T03:47:00.000+08:002007-07-12T04:37:39.438+08:00

*i hope that one day, i will be able to tell u how i have been feeling.. from the bottom of my heart..*this is very random! sometimes, i have the intention to pack the bag and leave this place for a few years and remain uncontactable.. after that few year, perharps i would come back afresh! haha! i realised it could actually happen if i were to work overseas.. and i actually do have that

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-66031260658464245152007-07-10T06:20:00.000+08:002008-12-11T09:23:09.003+08:00

i was so bored ystd i got so into housekeeping.. i washed the dishes, clear my desk, and clear the computer area..and now, being so bored again, im gonna introduce my desk to whoever is reading my blog.. here it goes~(Before)(After)ok, now, 30mins could do the magic.. now to the introduction of those things lying there...i dunno if u could see the numbering, but please try :)1. my photos taken

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-69010318297064589042007-07-03T04:36:00.000+08:002007-07-03T19:54:03.573+08:00

it has been around 2 yrs since i went for a night jog in the neighbourhood.. and i did it today~ i was so lucky i could still make my way home despite not running for a couple of months due to my injured ankle..come to think of that, i din really exert too much effort from my ankle since that incident.. except for a couple of weeks ago when i went for a yoga trial~ heh! me, in yoga, just imagine~

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-3495635070265469772007-07-02T05:21:00.000+08:002007-07-02T05:33:31.121+08:00

quarrelled with my dad like 36 hours ago, and have not speak to him since.. i just hope things could get better because i seriously dislike all this cold war in the family.. but somethings he said really hurt me alot.. im not trying to be gay or watever.. i mean, this is me, and how i feel.. guys can be hurt too~ hah.. i really hope he din mean wat he said..anyway, all my friends starting school

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-2591490134164285382007-07-01T05:44:00.000+08:002007-07-01T06:29:04.305+08:00

it has been quite a long time since i last catch a movie with my brother.. well, i finally managed to do it on friday..i like taking a little stroll home after a movie.. most of the time, i like to do it alone.. yeah.. lke watch a movie alone and then take a walk back home.. hah.. its just me.. but i enjoyed the company of my brother on friday.. it was fun catching up with him.. as u know

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-83565462596834423652007-06-27T01:51:00.000+08:002007-06-27T02:09:06.865+08:00

well, i feel that life is really not easy.. the life that we choose to lead and the path we choose to take.. all these decisions must be taken into precise considerations.. it is difficult if u go thru the wrong path, leading to consequences that u might not have imagine.. i always say life is abt choices, and how important it is to make the right choice, go thru the right way.. and now, i would

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-45022905583870211542007-06-22T15:43:00.000+08:002008-12-11T09:23:10.199+08:00

bryan is gonna be 2 years old in a few days time.. so fast!he is such an adorable boy.. athough sometime he is a little naughty.. a little mischievious.. a little too smart.. but he is just so cute.. no wonder he is the undisputed "baobei" in the family.. hah~ but soon, someone will be fighting that title with him.. my sis is pregnant with another baby! i guess its like coming to the forth month

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-51114353142081397552007-06-21T00:57:00.000+08:002007-06-21T01:05:57.908+08:00

i have got this thinking that stars might be the best companion, well, mainly because they are always around... and when u are so oody, so sad and felt that u needed to talk.. i think u got 3 choices, call a friend, talk to urself in the mirror or just simply stare at the stars and start pouring out the sour..maybe this is my way of pouring out my heart.. well.. but i really think stars are

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-55254379791646393992007-06-20T02:00:00.000+08:002007-06-20T02:06:30.707+08:00

im someone that hide my feelings, that will not let others know how i feel.. i feel terrible, i feel insecure abt my feelings.. i hate it...im afraid.. but i dun wanna to be.. i wanna be able to accept things as they come, i dun wanna hide my feelings.. maybe i need a helping hand or maybe i shld be like beatles's famous song, let it be....

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-14919798073155450512007-06-11T03:52:00.001+08:002007-06-11T04:10:15.410+08:00

so wat is life all about?is life abt making the most money so that u will be able to enjoy a luxury life?or is life about making full use of it no matter how hard it is gonna be..maybe life is abt being neutral, being financially secured yet making full use of it thru experiencing new things..but i guess life can nv be fair, so its probably either way.. thats no neutral..i just happen to feel

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-65162244545384094162007-06-03T04:37:00.001+08:002007-06-03T04:51:23.554+08:00

today while i was taking a bus home from takashimaya, i happened to came across this playful kid.. when he got on the seat in front of me, he started slapping on the seat.. as the seats are quite dusty, smoke of dirt particles could be seen.. so he grew more curious and startd doing it repeatly..the lady beside mi got very irritated as it was really very unhealthy, so she requested the boy to

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-131466767722575902007-05-29T21:06:00.000+08:002007-06-01T06:02:09.840+08:00

i was talking to my mum the other day abt my bro-in-law's bday.. she told me that shes working on that day.. and said that she even have to work on her bday.. then it prompted me to think back abt my bday.. hahahafor the last few years, my bday was pretty shitty.. i still remembered my last bday was pent working till late night.. in order to get everything in place.. hahaha.. i still remember the

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-74391847906883382007-05-29T01:13:00.000+08:002007-05-29T02:01:35.301+08:00

to me, knowledge is......powerhappinessi wanna gain knowledge, not for power, but for the process of it which is also known as the experience..i realised, im happiest when im learning, and gaining knowledge.. i wanna this happiness to carry on..so fill mi with knowledge, help me sway away~

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-11824763692997573222007-05-28T05:09:00.000+08:002007-05-28T05:15:27.800+08:00

the past 3 yrs were spent wasting my life away...the 1st yr, i spent doing nothing muchthe 2nd yr was the darkest i had in my lifethe 3rd yr mark the come back of my senses, and i grew to find out the truth to happiness.. i think other than love, another truth to happiness is knowledge.. with experience, comes the knowledgenow, i wanna find back the feelings i lost over the 3 yrs.. i wanna be me,

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-56003161136459754082007-05-25T02:59:00.000+08:002007-05-25T03:11:53.786+08:00

ppl like to complain that their parents are often too naggy.. just like when they're outside, their parents will call them and nag at them.. i guess ppl shld be happy that someone is actually nagging at them.. because someone is concerned and worried..it just happened that ystd, after my swim, i went for a movie with my cousins without letting my dad know.. so he thought i was out for only a swim

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-50309885149116235542007-05-20T23:53:00.000+08:002007-05-22T00:01:19.091+08:00

ok, i had a pretty bad experience swimming in the evening.. it was like my second time swimming on a sunday evening.. it was bad.. i guess it might be because i went later the other time round when fewer ppl were there..anyway, here are the reasons why u shldnt swim on a weekend!the pool is dirtythere are too many ppl aroundthere are too much lessons aroundthe water is so dirty that it blurred ur

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-30527168803433462212007-05-19T02:15:00.000+08:002007-05-19T02:32:46.492+08:00

this question have been in my mind for quite sometime since my sis and brother in law had an accident before bryan was born.. thank god both are ok, but the poor motorist suffered an injured leg..ok, back to my qns.. i was thinking if i was driving a car, and a vehicle approaches from the front, which side will i steer to? left or right?one of my friend gave me an answer which i thought was

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-1819151794688988042007-05-17T18:52:00.000+08:002007-05-18T00:41:24.858+08:00

for so long, i have been complaining that i do not have a gf, blah blah blah.. but today.. i realised why..i think its mainly because i did not take the initiative.. hard is when u do not take the first step out.. well.. at least thats wat i think..anyway, matriculation details are out.. its gonna get quite fun in august.. with all the orientation camps coming up.. im so looking forward to being

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-86318091550859396492007-05-16T21:01:00.000+08:002007-05-17T00:28:20.515+08:00

i was thinking how did i actually fell in love with musicals.. i would say that it is actually quite an expensive hobby.. but for the love of it.. im willing to scarifice.. :)the first musical that i heard of was phantom of the opera.. i still remember that my sec sch music teacher showed us a Laser Disc (LD) version of the phantom of the opera during one of the lesson.. it was playing the music

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-66060317964577474652007-05-16T02:20:00.000+08:002007-05-16T02:28:26.251+08:00

i recently had an idea.. since i always like to reflect and to thank so much ppl.. i think i would wanna write an autobiography when i get older.. and i would name it "tay in motion (limited edition!)"then i would fill it with chapters like my childhood, the BIG event (days where i skipped school), my army experience... blah blah blah.. hahaha.. i wonder if i will have the chance..but, like i

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-52074660849746448842007-05-10T14:40:00.000+08:002007-05-15T13:13:45.196+08:00

the time had finally come, and im now back to my civilian life. yes, im officially a nsman now..am i happy? yes and no. some part of my heart tell me im really suitable for the army and the other part said, no, its time u leave.. well, i guess the will to stay wasnt ever strong enough.. so i left..its going to be exciting as i embark to a whole new journey.. im glad that im going to smu to

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-36211646163254892692007-04-09T04:48:00.000+08:002007-05-15T13:14:59.702+08:00

wow.. a month since i last blogged.. hahaanyway.. wat a month, spent a week on medical leave.. sprained my ankle while playing bball in camp.. blame it on me, on the ball, nah.. i think just fuck it and move on.. its still swelling now though.. quite a bad sprain if u ask..why do i nid a blog when i hide all my feelings within mi.. is there a nid to blog for the sake of blogging? or should i

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-53913746300677307852007-03-08T00:11:00.000+08:002007-05-15T13:15:27.946+08:00

it has been quite a while since i last had an entry.. well.. over the past month, quite a lot of unhappy events had happened.. i will not go into details as i do not like talking abt bad things that had happened, it just make me feel bad..ok, last month was quite a relax week as it was cny, therefore, i got lotsa rest from work.. which was good.. but i think i deserve a even longer break.. anyway

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-40478432491795225952007-02-26T21:11:00.000+08:002007-05-15T13:15:53.913+08:00

it has been quite sometime since i last blogged..well.. it was the cny season.. lots of food, steamboat, gambling, and definitely hong baos! had great fun over the cny period as it provided an break for me from work..i will update more about wat i've done over this period of time when i get the right mood.. till then...BACK TO WORK~~

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-32117383691140744382007-02-03T01:37:00.000+08:002007-02-03T01:50:17.925+08:00

feeling rather down and disappointed today..i think i understand myself more today.. im helpful.. and i mean it.. i dun expect returns.. at least most of the time.. just by seeing others benefit from my work.. im satisfy..its like a drug.. i gotta make people happy so that i can be happy as well.. if they are not happy.. i will not be as well.. its alot about how much i can help and how much i

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-80714722415699102352007-01-27T02:56:00.000+08:002007-01-27T03:14:33.803+08:00

wow.. i had the most entries for this month.. haha.. after such a long time, at least im back to blogging normally again..i was reading my previous entries and i saw this entry dated June 04, 2005. it was an entry choosing between a simple and happy life or a short life with a legacy to follow.. well.. i guess i still am not very sure wat will i choose.. although i would say i like glory.. but

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-75492421354835558122007-01-25T23:18:00.000+08:002007-01-26T00:56:54.169+08:00

i think i have been a really good boy these couple of weeks.. i nv go work late.. ok.. maybe once or twice.. BUT~~ its so much better than previously when i was late everyday~~ hahabeen starting to exercise vigorously since last week.. although im sick.. down wif cough.. but i carry on.. haha.. well.. i just hope that the condition wun get worst.. heheim going to slp now.. so tired after my soc

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-22245484288169380682007-01-23T22:29:00.000+08:002007-01-23T23:23:40.439+08:00

if u ask mi.. am i a happy person?i would say i am, think that i am not, and will try to be one..i like to be busy.. and im really bored if i got nothing to do.. sometimes i hate the personality of mine.. i think alot when im alone.. and usually bad things.. i have a very creative mind.. but i seriously need to use it well.. if i use it for the wrong purpose.. its wasting of brain cells.. hahaim

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-19794689361248618612007-01-22T02:00:00.000+08:002007-05-15T13:31:01.987+08:00

this entry is dedicated to my boss.. he is posting out soon.. well.. he is already posted out.. i just feel that a lot of ppl misunderstood him.. therefore, i just wanna do him justice... to continue with, i will give my boss a nicname, pangster..pangster is a great person.. great thinking.. great knowledge.. great understanding.. but poor EQ.. haha..alot of ppl felt that pangster is a bad boss

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-8558165048027440342007-01-21T04:19:00.000+08:002007-01-21T04:33:01.577+08:00

im so bored~!

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-1168356974654315812007-01-09T23:26:00.000+08:002007-01-09T23:36:14.670+08:00

im sitting here thinking and thinking for hours on what the hell should i write for my blog since all i do here is such boring stuff.. finally i got an idea on wat i can write on...people normally complain that army personnel always talk about stuff they do in their camp.. well.. i guess u cant blame them.. they are always in camp.. the only things happening for them are in the camp.. nothing

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-1168235026536075062007-01-08T12:36:00.000+08:002007-01-08T13:50:48.566+08:00

well.. more pictures here~i shower in there! with a bucket of water on my right hand, my toiletries on my left and u know wats left in the center~this is where i eat my breakfast, lunch and dinner together with all the others.. with our plastic spoon, plastic fork, plastic plate and unfortunately plastic-like food~my bedroom for 3 weeks.. but sorry.. no bed.. the best thing u can get in the tent?

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-1168201404071644602007-01-08T04:15:00.000+08:002007-01-08T04:23:24.086+08:00

i've been to wallaby!!~~ well.. i need some proof! here it goes~!The plane i took~!

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-1167932254229212552007-01-05T01:29:00.000+08:002007-01-05T01:37:34.243+08:00

sometimes i wonder why the hell am i holding that heavy black bar on my shoulders. sometimes i wonder how the hell did i enter ocs. and at other times, i wonder if the way im doing things are right or wrong. sometimes i just sit around and wonder.....anyway, today's rather boring.. nothing much went on... so glad that i can finally book out tml!~ finally can go home and take a break from the

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-1167837879783580172007-01-04T00:18:00.000+08:002007-01-03T23:28:47.446+08:00

im so so so darn tired....slpt for about 1 hour ystd night or rather today's morning before starting my working after a long long break... first day of work is not really difficult or complicated.. but im just so super tired.. just managed to end my work and to get the chance to blog now... my third new year resolution is to try to blog at least once a day so that when the year is coming to a

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-1167765423076681852007-01-03T02:48:00.000+08:002007-01-03T03:17:03.123+08:00

got back from wallaby on the 10th dec 06. the exercise was quite a success. i think my planning paid off except for some careless mistakes which we managed to cover up.the climax of the trip was actually after the exercise actual itself where we drank our way to heaven and start showering ourselves with wines. visited a strip club during our r & r as well. it was wow.. good experience. no doubt i

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-1163353019428660992006-11-13T01:24:00.000+08:002006-11-13T01:36:59.446+08:00

wow.. 2 months since i last updated.. and 1 week before i depart for wallaby..well.. if you're wondering where the hell is wallaby, its in eastern australia, rockhampton...going there for an military exercise.. after so much planning.. trials and all, i can only keep my fingers crossed and hope that all run smoothly...well.. over these 2 months, tried out a couple of new stuff.. lsb is one of the

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-1158521862887321682006-09-18T03:17:00.000+08:002006-09-18T03:37:42.913+08:00

feeling rather emo tonight.. its a quiet chilly night.. well.. this kinda weather really made mi feel like hugging someone.. haha..well.. been really optimistic over the last month although it has been really tiring.. worked like hell but i feel that its all worth it.. well.. i was thinking.. since i had to bear all these shit.. and it will finally end someday, might as well i give my best shot

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-1154024616051958572006-07-28T01:47:00.000+08:002006-07-28T02:23:36.140+08:00

it has been a pretty long time since i last felt so satisfied with my work.. a pat on the shoulder occasionally is a good encouragement.. anyway.. finally managed to talk to my platoon.. well.. not as a whole but i conducted 1 on 1 interviews with them.. its nice speaking to my man and knowing their concerns and wat they're thinking.. since i had commissioned on 10th june as an officer.. i always

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-1153768763994023632006-07-25T03:15:00.000+08:002006-07-25T03:19:24.060+08:00

went to catch the Cabaret ystd.. it was quite a fun musical to watch.. well.. Emma Yong impressed me with her voices.. it might not have been great but it was pretty good considering she's a singaporean..if u happen to want to catch it.. do it before its too late.. anyway.. i think it is probably worth around $58 - $68..its getting so late.. nitez.. tired!

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it has been almost 2 weeks since i took over as the platoon commander.. i seems to spend everyday in conference room having meeting after meeting.. it just doesnt end.. and then at the end of the day we will have a co-org in our company line to tok abt internal stuff, such as training... it is so damn boring! so it usually eat up our dinner time.. and also destroy plans for the evening..most of

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-1153671121910400562006-07-23T23:47:00.000+08:002006-07-24T00:12:01.976+08:00

it has been almost 2 weeks since i took over as the platoon commander.. i seems to spend everyday in conference room having meeting after meeting.. it just doesnt end.. and then at the end of the day we will have a co-org in our company line to tok abt internal stuff, such as training... it is so damn boring! so it usually eat up our dinner time.. and also destroy plans for the evening..most of

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-1151787452432877082006-07-16T04:37:00.000+08:002006-07-16T04:41:20.143+08:00

it has been more than a month since i last blogged! so much happened during this period..i will start from 2nd june.. Army Certificate Presentation Ceremony (ACPC).. it was the day i officially received the certificate of appointment as an SAF officer and the officer's sword.. it was followed by a dining-in at SAFTI Military Institute's cookhouse! the food (appetizer and BREAD) was alright except

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-1147613240364204892006-05-14T21:26:00.000+08:002006-05-14T21:27:20.396+08:00

it has been quite sometime since i last blogged.. i had previously tried to enter an entry this morning.. but i dunno how the hell i erased everything off! and here im.. trying to recall wat i had typed..1 more week and i'll graduate from SOCC and back to safti mi.. it had been a long 5 months pro term.. alot of happenings.. SOCC had changed mi as a person.. i felt that i had made new friends..

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-1145738706218054422006-04-23T04:30:00.000+08:002006-04-23T04:45:06.230+08:00

4 more weeks to safti and 7 more to commissioning.. how time flies...this week.. im gonna have my exercise spitfire.. the grand finale!its a 3d2n exercise with lots of walking.. hopefully i will be grouped with those names i put in that a4 size paper.. but if evon comes into the picture.. its fine also.. haha!anyway.. its really coming fast.. and i really cant imagine my life wthout yuxiang's bed

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-1143975811524924172006-04-02T18:39:00.000+08:002006-04-02T19:36:10.856+08:00

ARGHZ!!!!!! im so so so vexed... i just feel like breaking down.. i dunno wat the hell happened to mi.. but i feel realy really really upset... wat the fuck is wrong wif mi...i always say this.. life is an event wif struggles.. its how u overcome it that determines wat kinda person u are... but im about to lose myself..a lot of exercises over the last few weeks.. the exercises require a lot of

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-1141459089873939352006-03-04T15:33:00.000+08:002006-03-04T15:58:09.890+08:00

this week have been full of memorable events for mi.. i was appointed the cadet battalion signals officer first.. then we had our turnout.. and then we had our cadet mess opening..being appointed as the Cadet CSO let mi have the chance to undergo the planning phase of a BSO.. it was fun and challenging.. i was scolded by my course commander numerous times.. it nearly break mi apart.. but im glad

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-1140953296501089572006-02-26T18:42:00.000+08:002006-02-26T19:28:17.040+08:00

for the past week, been marching everyday for the signals 40th anniversary.. im glad we did well... although it was tiring but it was all worthwhile after the spectators applauded as our contingent marched passed.. it has been a really tiring week.. and im glad to be able to book out on friday night...walking back home with my tired pair of legs and body from yew tee mrt station.. i was

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-1139684232847921052006-02-12T02:25:00.000+08:002006-02-12T02:57:14.643+08:00

life have been pretty normal for mi.. except for a terrible fall that injured my knee..the signals officer cadet course is quite ok... a lot of self study session which is good.. becos i can get my afternoon nap! haha!chinese new yr have been normal and my collection wasnt much but i kinda expected it.. did not gamble alot this new yr but had certainly eaten a lot!im planning to go for the army

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-1137270364566464132006-01-15T04:20:00.000+08:002006-01-15T04:26:04.593+08:00

spent the whole freaking day at home doing nothing... don't understand why am i living just a fuck up life recently.. dun ask mi why i think its so screw up cos i dun know as well..anyway, spent the day slping and playing with little bryan.. he is really becoming more active and cute..went ministry of sound wif christian and his friends at night.. well.. din really had fun cos his friends are

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-1137095496557867762006-01-13T03:42:00.000+08:002006-01-14T14:12:56.926+08:00

this is a long entry about my days in brunei.. do endure!1st day 3th janit was kinda demoralising hearing horror stories abt brunei.. and i arrived at changi airport wif my morale at a real time low..the flight took us around 2 hours and i watched "40 year old virgin" on board, through i did not finish watching it as i fell aslp after the delicious meal!well.. by the time we reached at the brunei

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-1137078955265842142006-01-12T23:01:00.000+08:002006-01-12T23:15:55.280+08:00

BACK FROM BRUNEI!UPDATES SOON!

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ok.. im leaving for brunei soon..have got som mixed feelings before i go off.. i think this is gonna be hell of a trip.. im prepared for anything la.. anyway.. im gonna take this trip as a holiday la.. to gif mi some peace and im expecting myself to slim down after the trip! haha!ok.. now.. i gotta say that the hardest thing abt this trip is that im gonna miss so much ppl la.. its not gonna be

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-1136096201661203072005-12-31T16:41:00.000+08:002006-01-01T14:16:41.683+08:00

looking back at year 2005.. i think things changed towards the end of the year.. i managed to overcome alot of thoughts that have been bugging mi for a long time..at the start of the year.. i was depressed.. and as time moved by.. i got worst... i wasnt able to overcome myself.. my thoughts and my emotions.. i let it sank deeper and deeper.. it was the darkest days of my life...i nv imagined

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-1135575921945787592005-12-26T11:43:00.002+08:002005-12-26T17:51:45.593+08:00

tHe pAsT 3 MoNtHsss..this is a long entry.. do endure!well.. life could have been more simple if i havent choose to be in ocs.. but i made the choice and volunteer to be mentally and physically tortured.. haha!for the past 3 months, i wake up everyday looking out of the window praying that it is raining so that the morning exercise will be cancel and i dun have to run! well.. after that..

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-1135454331041595302005-12-24T03:14:00.000+08:002005-12-25T03:58:53.760+08:00

had a great walk home after catching a movie.. the walk was cooling and familiar.. it has been a long time since i last caught a midnight movie alone..ppl always think that im weird.. and i think so too.. haha.. but its those time that i actually could think abt stuff that i had not been touching for a long time.. the morning is cool and most importantly.. it is quiet.. something that i like once

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-1135239900080366032005-12-22T15:59:00.000+08:002005-12-22T16:25:00.100+08:00

got my senior bar ystd morning after the 24km route march.. and im outta safti mi heading to the signals instituite.. after 3 months of tough training, im finally outta alpha wing... its mixed feelings for mi.. sometimes, im happy to be heading to signals, and other times.. i wanna remain an alpha warrior... ya.. like sheryl mentioned, im contradicting..nvm that... realised that my life now is

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-1133683324305500732005-12-04T15:13:00.000+08:002005-12-04T16:02:04.326+08:00

finally.. after 8 days of tough training on the week wif a 16km route march as a finale.. im back in one whole piece! the training was physically taxing.. sleep was minimum.. and the weather was wasnt forgiving.. the rain caused mi to lose so much sleep... imagine slping at 2am and the rain came pouring at 4am.. argh! standing in the middle of a vegetation in the middle the night wif ur gortex

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-1132479931962903902005-11-20T17:43:00.000+08:002005-11-20T17:45:31.990+08:00

OFF TO FIELD CAMP! BYEZ! BACK IN 2 WEEKS!

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-1131268265141928842005-11-06T17:16:00.000+08:002005-11-06T17:11:05.156+08:00

life in ocs is really like a roller coaster... at one point u feel like u're high up in the sky.. and another moment.. u feel screwed up and real low in ur life...well.. i think i gotta start adapting to this kinda shit and to overcome them... im feeling so damn low now... if u ask mi where.. its becos of those field camps that are coming up! arghz! i hate field camp! now.. im hoping to see thru

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-1131001809094023462005-11-03T14:26:00.000+08:002005-11-03T15:10:09.106+08:00

i haf a choice today... to be happy and be sad...i choose to be happy... BUT! today is my book in day! SIAN!argh.. forget it.. haha.. been rather optimistic abt stuff recently.. which is a real gd thing... found that my life is not so miserable..the only miserable thing that happened to mi this week is having to leopard crawl instead of dashing when doing section movement! arghz! my knees and

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-1130663782399125422005-10-30T17:12:00.000+08:002005-10-30T17:16:22.553+08:00

times really flies... 6 weeks haf passed in ocs.. 19 weeks haf passed since i first enlisted...time really flies... 6 months ago i was still a poly student, 4 years ago i was a secondary sch student, 9 years ago i was still a primary sch student.. and 21 yrs ago i was still a baby...time really flies... my grandma haf passed away for 11 yrs and my grandpa for close to 2 years...time really flies

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-1130090704852090542005-10-24T02:14:00.000+08:002005-10-24T02:05:04.860+08:00

although it had been tiring for the past week.. but im finally getting the tempo they expect in ocs... anyway.. it was really fun to be learning the different weapons.. fired some of them in the live ranges already.. its really cool! thumbs up!had my LAOP on friday to remove my wisdom tooth (nicknamed "pain on the arse").. its not hurting.. just that its swollen like a tennis ball.. was given 5

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-1129425619640698192005-10-16T09:02:00.000+08:002005-10-16T09:20:19.646+08:00

it has been a really long time since i last blogged.. ok now.. some updates abt mi...been really fighting hard trying to remain in ocs.. anyway im in alpha wing... and its killing mi.. they're known for tough trainings.. all i can say is.. being in ocs is really not a simple thing... u nid to conquer both ur mind and body..they make u think so much... and slp time was minimized due to the packed

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-1127070804139461672005-09-19T03:13:00.000+08:002005-09-19T03:13:24.146+08:00

ok.. im gonna book in again in the next few hours.. so this is suppose to be my last blog for the next 3 weeks..anyway.. i received my posting on friday and was really happy to be posted to OCS.. i haf always wanted to be there and was glad to be able to make it..but the feel of having to book in again soon is really hard to bear.. my morale now is super low and it doesnt help that i haf to be

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-1126623472420780572005-09-13T22:39:00.000+08:002005-09-13T22:57:52.426+08:00

is blogging a good thing or a bad thing?i was browsing thru my previous blog (http://graky.topcities.com) and boy am i cute! hahaha!i personally feel that blogging is a good thing becos it allows ppl like mi to recall wat happened and all the funny things that happened to mi...its good to be able to compare ur past and present.. so as to know how much u really have changed.. its a good thing..

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-1126544623421466282005-09-13T01:32:00.000+08:002005-09-13T01:33:01.160+08:00

i think im breathing fresh air again... the desire to live a better life is stronger than ever.. and i really hope i can make it this time round..every now and then when i start to get a little negative.. i will tell myself i wanna be happy and i cannot think that way.. i dunno if it will work for a long time.. but at least it is working now and im happy to go along wif it..i think i can make a

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-1126373403160620302005-09-11T01:25:00.000+08:002005-09-11T01:30:03.173+08:00

Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-1126296198812357912005-09-10T04:07:00.000+08:002005-09-10T04:03:18.820+08:00

when i compare myself with the guy i was 2 yrs ago.. i see a great difference.. i do not know if the change is a gd one or a bad one.. but for sure.. im not like i used to be.. i do not know of a day when i was realli happy, realli smiling.. i do not know of a day when i wasnt thinking.. im forever thinking, and forever carrying a heavy load in my heart..i do not like this feeling at all.. im not

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-1126144501946321062005-09-08T09:55:00.000+08:002005-09-08T09:55:01.953+08:00

time flies.. 8 weeks of basic military training passes by like 8 days.. my passing out parade ended 2 days ago with prime minister lee hsien loong as the reviewing officer..throughout the whole 8 weeks.. i met a lot of different kinda ppl.. ppl from all walks of life.. and im glad i was able to find a cool batch of new friends out there.. their presence made my stay there fun and memorable..be it

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-1125225574922269512005-08-28T18:13:00.000+08:002005-08-28T18:39:34.930+08:00

it has been long since i last updated... ok now.. i just got back from my field camp and my sitest last week.. and outfield was really tiring.. i just finished my 16km route march on friday.. it was really a great one.. i enjoyed myself through out the whole thing and im realli glad i finished the whole route..i kinda miss my civilian life still.. the freedom.. but i think i will have to learn

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-1123517140008711912005-08-08T23:45:00.000+08:002005-08-09T00:05:40.016+08:00

there will always be times when u will be feeling terribly low.. but its how u pick urself up and continue ur way that reflects wat kinda person u really are..at this point of my life.. im not feeling too good and i juz feel like lying on my bed and not think of anything.. and slowly slp my way through.. to avoid all thinking and actions..im still learning to be lonely.. learning to accept the

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-1122137712945108772005-07-24T00:55:00.000+08:002005-07-24T00:55:12.956+08:00

its my first official book out for my ns life.. all i can say is im really really tired.. all the strength trainings and the running really made mi wanna give up at many point.. its really a test on the mental strength..anyway.. im in ulysses coy platoon 2 section 1.. i have got to say that the commanders really helped in getting us adapted to life in tekong.. and i really have a sense of pride

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-1119994869759138522005-06-29T05:50:00.000+08:002005-06-29T05:41:09.776+08:00

its a terrible feeling when u have something to say and yet u cant say it out.. its like a secret yet not one..alright.. now to some updates abt my life recently.. am busy fooling around with my fishes.. trying to rescape the whole tank before i enter army..and little bryan entered this world on monday.. juz wanna look at him more often before next friday.. cos i might not haf much time after

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-1119861371213308982005-06-27T16:32:00.000+08:002005-06-27T16:36:11.216+08:00

now.. here is my little nephew! born on 27 june at 3pm! off to see him.. byez!

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-1119817015754627342005-06-27T03:35:00.000+08:002005-06-27T04:38:16.353+08:00

over my life.. i've made a lot of different decisions.. and some of those were good but some were lousy.. im afterall not perfect as i wanted to be..over the years, i've gained and lost many things.. and there are many things that are very hard to let go.. but i haf to learn to let it go..many ppl haf been telling mi to learn to follow my heart.. to go to where my heart takes mi.. i want to feel

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-1118941796483768322005-06-17T00:08:00.001+08:002005-06-17T01:10:44.873+08:00

my life is getting so empty that ive got no idea wat i wanna write.. been slacking alot lately and have got no inspiration to do anything.. this is terrible.. walked from toa payoh interchange to the submit of bukit timah hill the other day.. cs suggested this shit and i shittyly agreed.. i guess we were really bored.. the walk wasnt as bad as i thought.. and i kinda enjoy the times when i have

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i was rather surprised that dad did not say that im being crazy for wanting to walk from west mall at bukit batok back to my home... i juz feel dat i needed a break and needed to be alone for dat moment.. and i went wif my heart despite the fact that im simply crazy...today.. i asked someone to choose between glory wif a short life or a long and simple family life.. alexander the great chose

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its a short and tiring weekend for mi...i din go to work on sat becos im on MC.. so i went to clementi to purchase some cloth with my family members excluding dad.. after that, we went home for dinner and had a little mahjong-ing session with my siblings and jie fu(brother-in-law)..it started raining at about 10+...my aunt was supposed to come over to my place for supper and during our forth game

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-1115285535276250492005-05-05T17:24:00.000+08:002005-05-05T17:32:15.280+08:00

arghz! work is freaking tiring.. but its the money that i got wat i want! hahahhaaz! got my zen micro on tuesday... well.. i still nid to pay my godsis lydia tml since she paid for mi first..and ar.. i got the white color.. wanted the black one but they told mi that the color will fade away.. making it a nono.. in the end, i have to choose from silver and white.. well.. i tot white matches the

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-1114280501439720032005-04-24T01:49:00.000+08:002005-04-24T02:21:41.440+08:00

it has been a long long time since i last blogged.. heheez.. work work work! arghz! i think im gonna resign soon.. boring job at the singapore dept of statistic..during the period where i aint blogging.. i did many things.. such as went to the jurong bird park with my relatives from thailand.. went for the musical "The Sound of Music" with my godsis, and today.. i went to east coast park for a

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-1113242905340371362005-04-12T02:01:00.000+08:002005-04-12T02:09:10.160+08:00

becos i love u..i let u go,to seek for a lifetime of happiness..and becos i love u..i will always be there to know that you're happy..and when you're sad..you know that i'll be there..

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-1112629756045123942005-04-04T23:37:00.000+08:002005-04-04T23:49:16.046+08:00

i discover that everytime when im down.. i will say that im down but not out.. well.. i guess i haf realli been bullshitting...its now that i understand that in our lives.. alot of things will change.. the environment, the climate, those we know etc. and we haf to understand that all these changes our way of thinking as well.. and it will definitely affect us emotionally..sometimes, when we fall

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-1112528017286498702005-04-03T19:29:00.000+08:002005-04-03T19:33:37.286+08:00

yeah! i've bought the tickets to "The Sound of Music" muscial on 19th april 2005! im going wif my god-sis..im so glad! hahahahhaaaz! esplanade! here i come! i hope i will be able to drive there! *keeping my fingers crossed!*

grakyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02075520017370562457noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10810146.post-1112211298351592872005-03-31T03:24:00.000+08:002005-03-31T03:34:58.353+08:00

its official that ive completed my studies at np after passing my ANS practical.. im glad.. today was my first day of work.. all went kinda well except that sam's mum got sick and was admitted to hospital.. shes alright now..finally.. after 3 yrs of rest.. im finally working again.. the attachment isnt counted as a job for it.. its more like a training school.. where i learn to experience things

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