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| Monday, February 21, 2005 |
im feeling so not good these couple of days... i dunno wat got over me.. im having terrible moodswings.. no one.. exactly no one can make mi happy... i thought i would be fine after a while.. but i was wrong.. i dunno how the hell im feeling like this again.. whos wrong wif mi..
sometimes i wonder.. whose hug is there for mi when i nid it the most? exactly whose? i haf to thank all those that lent mi their ears/eyes.. it was much appreciated..
i remembered telling someone not to be too nice too mi.. becos the nicer u are to mi.. the further i think u're to mi.. its a feeling that we wun understand.. ur sudden change of attitude makes mi feel dat the world is drifting away.. u will nv understand.. neither do i.. i do not like this at all.. why m i feeling like this?
i showed concern a lot of time to many different people.. even to people that i dun realli know.. i do not know why.. but when there are things that comes by and i realised that i realli couldnt get over it.. i juz wanna hide myself under the blanket and let days pass by..
Sometimes late at night, i feel like crying.. becos i thought crying would wash all my woes away.. but its been a long long time since i last dropped a tear.. and i cant seems to be able to do it now.. some would say that im being 'sissy' to cry.. but i dun think so.. crying is a good way to vent out ur frustration.. but if u still think dat im sissy.. suits u.. let mi be sissy then.. |
posted by graky @ 3:12 AM  |
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