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| Saturday, June 04, 2005 |
i was rather surprised that dad did not say that im being crazy for wanting to walk from west mall at bukit batok back to my home... i juz feel dat i needed a break and needed to be alone for dat moment.. and i went wif my heart despite the fact that im simply crazy...
today.. i asked someone to choose between glory wif a short life or a long and simple family life.. alexander the great chose glory, my friend would rather it simple.. for myself.. im still wondering..
a life of glory and for others to remember u is great.. but it is simply juz a name.. if u go for glory, u will be remembered, appreciated, respected and love for ur wonderful contribution.. but if u go for a simple life, u'll be blessed wif love, care and concern for a lifetime.. a house full of happiness, laughter and warmness is always welcome... this, everyone hope for...
but for mi to choose, dilemma.. i wanna be known, i wanna be respected, but i also want a family of warmness, care, love and happiness.. im a greedy person..
someone once told mi, "tay, i believe that u will be someone one day.." i was simply embarrassed by the recognition.. it was a great feeling.. but after all.. its the feeling... i come to feel that my friend was right in choosing a simple family..
they're the one that u will see everyday.. and who doesnt wanna come home happy and free of trouble after a day of hardwork... well, at least i do.. being remembered or shld i say being 'famous' is juz afterall a name.. another name for others to remember...
my life had been really empty recently.. i dunno wats wrong wif mi.. its juz so empty.. while i was walking home ystd.. i suddenly feel like a dead man... its a feeling that have not been experienced before.. a feeling that cannot be understand.. and its a feeling i fear..
how can i be so lonely and so empty.. im feeling realli lousy abt it.. although i shld say im free of worries, but tay doesnt like this... he likes to reflect and to learn of life... not this empty and fearful life...
well lastly.. its all over.. i have straighten my thought in an issue which i wun discuss.. im glad to be able to think the way im now.. |
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