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| Sunday, August 28, 2005 |
it has been long since i last updated...
ok now.. i just got back from my field camp and my sitest last week.. and outfield was really tiring.. i just finished my 16km route march on friday.. it was really a great one.. i enjoyed myself through out the whole thing and im realli glad i finished the whole route..
i kinda miss my civilian life still.. the freedom.. but i think i will have to learn to adapt.. i was browsing through those pictures i took in poly and sailing.. and those times were really the highlight of my life.. im glad to have found great friends everywhere i go..
well.. there are a lot of things i missed while in camp.. but i think it is those kinda feelings that changed a person.. maybe towards the good side.. or some to the bad side.. somehow.. i think im going towards the good side.. i learn to cherish the time i have more.. i learn to work and think as a team..
i will be booking in soon and the feeling is really sucky.. feeling so lazy now! but its 1 more week to Passing Out Parade (POP)! woohoo! but im gonna miss BMT.. miss my new friends, my commanders, our laughter and our punishment!
i gotta go pack my stuff now.. tml is my ippt.. all the best to mi! at least a SILVER! nitez! just some pics i really like.. |
posted by graky @ 6:13 PM  |
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| Monday, August 08, 2005 |
there will always be times when u will be feeling terribly low.. but its how u pick urself up and continue ur way that reflects wat kinda person u really are..
at this point of my life.. im not feeling too good and i juz feel like lying on my bed and not think of anything.. and slowly slp my way through.. to avoid all thinking and actions..
im still learning to be lonely.. learning to accept the emptiness in my heart.. and im struggling to keep myself as one.. im struggling to be strong and to continue my way of life..
there are some feelings that are out of the world.. some feelings that not all can understand..
till i understand this feeling.. im still learning... |
| posted by graky @ 11:45 PM |
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