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| birthday celebration |
| Tuesday, May 29, 2007 |
i was talking to my mum the other day abt my bro-in-law's bday.. she told me that shes working on that day.. and said that she even have to work on her bday.. then it prompted me to think back abt my bday.. hahaha
for the last few years, my bday was pretty shitty.. i still remembered my last bday was pent working till late night.. in order to get everything in place.. hahaha.. i still remember the agony i had over no bday celebration and shit.. and the first time i spent my bday alone at home.. i nearly cried.. hahahaha! u know, the very lonely feeling.. hahahaha
but i guess over the many years of intensive training, i have got used to it.. in fact, i like to be alone at times.. i like the peacefulness.. i guess.. maybe.. i will do well when im alone.. |
posted by graky @ 9:06 PM  |
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| knowledge... |
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to me, knowledge is......
power
happiness
i wanna gain knowledge, not for power, but for the process of it which is also known as the experience..
i realised, im happiest when im learning, and gaining knowledge.. i wanna this happiness to carry on..
so fill mi with knowledge, help me sway away~ |
| posted by graky @ 1:13 AM |
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| finding the lost feelings |
| Monday, May 28, 2007 |
the past 3 yrs were spent wasting my life away...
the 1st yr, i spent doing nothing much
the 2nd yr was the darkest i had in my life
the 3rd yr mark the come back of my senses, and i grew to find out the truth to happiness.. i think other than love, another truth to happiness is knowledge.. with experience, comes the knowledge
now, i wanna find back the feelings i lost over the 3 yrs.. i wanna be me, and even better |
| posted by graky @ 5:09 AM |
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| dont screw others because u are at fault |
| Friday, May 25, 2007 |
ppl like to complain that their parents are often too naggy.. just like when they're outside, their parents will call them and nag at them.. i guess ppl shld be happy that someone is actually nagging at them.. because someone is concerned and worried..
it just happened that ystd, after my swim, i went for a movie with my cousins without letting my dad know.. so he thought i was out for only a swim.. which lasted from 6pm till late.. my dad called mi in the midst of the movie.. he called a few times.. in which i did not answer because the movie was on-going..
i was quite pissed.. but in my heart, i know i shldnt be.. but still.. i was.. anyway.. after the movie i called my brother and asked why did they call mi.. then he just asked mi abt my whereabout.. but still.. i was irritated..
in my mind, i was trying to tell myself that they called because they were worried and i kept telling myself that someone is concerned and i shldnt be irritated.. only when i boarded the train did i convinced myself that it was my fault.. my fault that i did not let them knwo my whereabouts..
i guess its because i was once in their shoes that made mi "wake up my idea".. haha.. and i ended up apologising to my dad.. i guess its another lesson learnt.. dun screw others because u are fucking at fault.. thanks. |
| posted by graky @ 2:59 AM |
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| please dont swim on weekends! |
| Sunday, May 20, 2007 |
ok, i had a pretty bad experience swimming in the evening.. it was like my second time swimming on a sunday evening.. it was bad.. i guess it might be because i went later the other time round when fewer ppl were there..
anyway, here are the reasons why u shldnt swim on a weekend!
- the pool is dirty
- there are too many ppl around
- there are too much lessons around
- the water is so dirty that it blurred ur view
- the pool feels like the sea, because when too many ppl swim inside, the current gets stronger
- if u wanna feel like u are swimming in the sea, please go to the beach, where there will be sand and sun
- LASTLY and MOST IMPORTANTLY, dont go, BECAUSE ITS SMELLY AND REALLY REALLY REALLY FREAKING DIRTY
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| posted by graky @ 11:53 PM |
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| random question.. left or right? |
| Saturday, May 19, 2007 |
this question have been in my mind for quite sometime since my sis and brother in law had an accident before bryan was born.. thank god both are ok, but the poor motorist suffered an injured leg..
ok, back to my qns.. i was thinking if i was driving a car, and a vehicle approaches from the front, which side will i steer to? left or right?
one of my friend gave me an answer which i thought was relevant to the qns im asking.. "depends on the situation" was the answer.. meaning that it have to depend on whether the vehicle in front is left or right bias.. yup.. quite right..
but i think at that point of time, we dont have so much time to think of the situation, i think wat happen next will be by our own instinct.. protect urself? or the one beside u? think abt it.. :)
still, keep smiling~ |
| posted by graky @ 2:15 AM |
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| now i know... |
| Thursday, May 17, 2007 |
for so long, i have been complaining that i do not have a gf, blah blah blah.. but today.. i realised why..
i think its mainly because i did not take the initiative.. hard is when u do not take the first step out.. well.. at least thats wat i think..
anyway, matriculation details are out.. its gonna get quite fun in august.. with all the orientation camps coming up.. im so looking forward to being a student again.. but alot of negative comments are starting to worry me.. but i guess if its the fact, i gotta accept it and think of ways to overcome it..
im convinced that every problem have a solution.. the actual problem is wonder i have the ability to come out with the solution.. we'll see...
till then, keep smiling~ |
| posted by graky @ 6:52 PM |
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| my interest in musicals.. |
| Wednesday, May 16, 2007 |
i was thinking how did i actually fell in love with musicals.. i would say that it is actually quite an expensive hobby.. but for the love of it.. im willing to scarifice.. :)
the first musical that i heard of was phantom of the opera.. i still remember that my sec sch music teacher showed us a Laser Disc (LD) version of the phantom of the opera during one of the lesson.. it was playing the music of the night, and i fell in love straight away..
later, i heard of titles like cats, miss saigon etc.. but it was through my cousin that i truly begin loving it.. it all started because she had a phantom of the opera musical cd by the original casting.. and i guess i borrowed it for like 2 yrs? listening to it every now and then.. well.. wat can i say.. it was unbelieveable and unstoppable since then..
the first play that i went to was woman in black back in my poly days where i finally, am able to afford the tickets.. till late i have went for 2 plays and 5 musicals, namely sound of music which was the first of the musicals that i went to.. west side story, cabaret, forbidden city which is a local production and of course phantom of the opera ( i went for it 2 times, heh)
each of the productions have got their good and bad.. but i gotta admit that i was especially impressed particularly by woman in black (excellent use of simple props and fabulous acting), forbidden city (wonderful story and nice songs) and phantom of the opera (simply unbelieveable)..
i wonder which musical will i be watching next since my pocket had gotten tighten.. :)
anyway, i changed my blogskin.. i think it looks ok, but the header wording for my blog title is a bit.. turn off~ im trying to work something on it to look nicer..
till then, keep smiling! |
| posted by graky @ 9:01 PM |
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| good idea? |
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i recently had an idea.. since i always like to reflect and to thank so much ppl.. i think i would wanna write an autobiography when i get older.. and i would name it "tay in motion (limited edition!)"
then i would fill it with chapters like my childhood, the BIG event (days where i skipped school), my army experience... blah blah blah.. hahaha.. i wonder if i will have the chance..
but, like i said.. lets not dream because we want it to happen, lets dream because we will work to make it happen!
keep smiling peeps~! |
| posted by graky @ 2:20 AM |
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| ORD~ |
| Thursday, May 10, 2007 |
the time had finally come, and im now back to my civilian life. yes, im officially a nsman now..
am i happy? yes and no. some part of my heart tell me im really suitable for the army and the other part said, no, its time u leave.. well, i guess the will to stay wasnt ever strong enough.. so i left..
its going to be exciting as i embark to a whole new journey.. im glad that im going to smu to continue my studies as an undergraduate.. to be able to do that was a great bonus.. since young i din know i will be an undergraduate one day.. well.. its up for me to up it and graduate.. :)
anyway back to ns.. i think ns had helped me a lot in terms of growing up and thinking efficiently.. the experience i had was both tough and fulfilling.. well.. without the toughness, would the experience be as good? i doubt so.. im a firm believer of tough training is good training.. haha..
the first highlight point of my ns life was the posting to ocs alpha wing.. i could still remember my first day in ocs.. haha.. as the day goes by, everyone was thinking abt going out of course.. but i manage to conquer the fear and commissioned in one piece.. haha..
the second major highlight was my appointment as the network platoon commander for csc in 3 sig bn.. it was an dream appointment.. hahaha.. combining my leadership and technical skills.. how better could it get...
the breakthrough was when im to plan for the network infrastructure of the div during an exercise.. that was the climax of my life... it couldnt get any better being able to contribute as well as to gain exposure and experience of such level..
the days i serve in the army will always carry a part in my life.. im proud of my achievement as well as those of my guys.. whom im really proud of.. no matter wat.. i believe they had an experience that no one had have.. it was a tough journey.. but i hope that despite all unhappiness and tiredness.. they will realise that they had actually achieved something.. which i believe they did.. :)
as i embark to my next phase of life, i would like to thank all commanders that had showed the perfect guidance in my nsf lifespan.. especially to MAJ Pang duringhis time as OC of CSC... he is one person i truly admire.. thank you~ =) |
| posted by graky @ 2:40 PM |
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