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| booking in.. |
| Monday, September 19, 2005 |
ok.. im gonna book in again in the next few hours.. so this is suppose to be my last blog for the next 3 weeks..
anyway.. i received my posting on friday and was really happy to be posted to OCS.. i haf always wanted to be there and was glad to be able to make it..
but the feel of having to book in again soon is really hard to bear.. my morale now is super low and it doesnt help that i haf to be confine for the first 3 weeks of my stay there..
nvm that.. im gonna slp now.. and take care peeps! i will be back after 3 weeks! seeya! |
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| is blogging gd or bad? |
| Tuesday, September 13, 2005 |
is blogging a good thing or a bad thing?
i was browsing thru my previous blog (http://graky.topcities.com) and boy am i cute! hahaha!
i personally feel that blogging is a good thing becos it allows ppl like mi to recall wat happened and all the funny things that happened to mi...
its good to be able to compare ur past and present.. so as to know how much u really have changed.. its a good thing.. yes it is! |
| posted by graky @ 10:39 PM |
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i think im breathing fresh air again... the desire to live a better life is stronger than ever.. and i really hope i can make it this time round..
every now and then when i start to get a little negative.. i will tell myself i wanna be happy and i cannot think that way.. i dunno if it will work for a long time.. but at least it is working now and im happy to go along wif it..
i think i can make a difference in my own life.. and i haf control over it.. its up to mi if i wanna change things.. its up to mi to decide if this is the kinda life i wanna live for in the next couple of yrs..
i wanna make sure i live life to its fullest.. i dun wanna be a freaking snail hiding in the shell.. i wanna see more things.. know more ppl and learn more.. i wanna be the one smiling at the end of the day saying that i haf lived a good life..
sitting in my living room now.. wondering how my life will be when i get old.. erm maybe.. migrate to somewhere and live in a house with greenie all around.. the trees and grass surrounding mi.. breed some small animals.. and every morning when i wake up.. i will give my old lady a kiss to remind her that im always in love wif her.. then i will haf my breakfast.. watch some tv.. surf the net.. read a book or take a stroll wif her.. and later at night.. haf a cool night shower.. dine wif my old lady.. then we shall sit outside the house and enjoy the cool night breeze with the company of twinkle little stars.. and before we go to bed.. i will kiss her again.. so that if i dun wake up again in the next morning.. she will know that she was the last person in my heart and she was the last person i wanted to be with...
how good if my life could be this simple... although simple.. but happy and fulfilling.. this is the kinda life i wanna live.. |
| posted by graky @ 1:32 AM |
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| Sunday, September 11, 2005 |
Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education:Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
http://quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
im so freaking bored.. and did this survey to kill time.. i think its very true.. but its up to u to decide if thats mi..
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| posted by graky @ 1:25 AM |
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| me |
| Saturday, September 10, 2005 |
when i compare myself with the guy i was 2 yrs ago.. i see a great difference.. i do not know if the change is a gd one or a bad one.. but for sure.. im not like i used to be..
i do not know of a day when i was realli happy, realli smiling.. i do not know of a day when i wasnt thinking.. im forever thinking, and forever carrying a heavy load in my heart..
i do not like this feeling at all.. im not at all happy wif my life at present.. i could not express myself like how i did before.. my mind is in a mess.. a mess which is now like a maze.. playing mi out time and again..
there always come a time where a man will look at himself in the mirror and reflect on his life.. and from there he will try to make improvement so as to make his life more meaningful and unforgettable..
i think im reaching that stage now.. im always trying to improve my life.. i nv wanted to end up like who im now.. but i know someday.. somehow.. i will improve my life.. and be someone i realli wanna be.. |
| posted by graky @ 4:07 AM |
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| POP LO! |
| Thursday, September 08, 2005 |
time flies.. 8 weeks of basic military training passes by like 8 days.. my passing out parade ended 2 days ago with prime minister lee hsien loong as the reviewing officer..
throughout the whole 8 weeks.. i met a lot of different kinda ppl.. ppl from all walks of life.. and im glad i was able to find a cool batch of new friends out there.. their presence made my stay there fun and memorable..
be it that im a little crazy or whatsoever.. but i think the most memorable thing in bmt was our punishment.. everyone being punished together.. those field bag overhead, rifle overhead, push-ups, "flooder" kick.. it was really tiring.. but when u think back.. it was something we've done together.. something we have achieved as a platoon.. and then u start to think that it was fun.. heez..
now that everything have ended.. all will remain in my memories.. im actually quite interested to know where i will be posted to.. posting will be known on 16th may.. which is next friday.. anyway.. i gotta go rest now.. will update again soon! |
| posted by graky @ 9:55 AM |
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Name: graky
Home: Singapore
About Me: crazy, fun, cheeky, serious, determined and simply unbelieveable~
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