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| Wednesday, June 29, 2005 |
its a terrible feeling when u have something to say and yet u cant say it out.. its like a secret yet not one..
alright.. now to some updates abt my life recently.. am busy fooling around with my fishes.. trying to rescape the whole tank before i enter army..
and little bryan entered this world on monday.. juz wanna look at him more often before next friday.. cos i might not haf much time after starting my ns life..
well.. i gtg now.. its freaking late.. and i wanna wake up earlier tml! so i can see little bryan! nitez.. opps.. morning! |
posted by graky @ 5:50 AM  |
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| Monday, June 27, 2005 |
now.. here is my little nephew! born on 27 june at 3pm! off to see him.. byez! |
| posted by graky @ 4:32 PM |
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over my life.. i've made a lot of different decisions.. and some of those were good but some were lousy.. im afterall not perfect as i wanted to be..
over the years, i've gained and lost many things.. and there are many things that are very hard to let go.. but i haf to learn to let it go..
many ppl haf been telling mi to learn to follow my heart.. to go to where my heart takes mi.. i want to feel like im on the hill-top.. a long run of grassland with the horses free.. a cosy house with a carefree mi.. thats wat i always wanted.. to be free of the thinking and of the worries..
i take life as a matter of choices.. becos the choices leads to different path..
in this life.. i've made a lot of decisions.. some good and many others bad.. but i do not regret.. becos i was given a chance to make known the way i wanted to get things straight... and i shld be taken account for my decision.. if the choices were wrongly made, i haf to learn.. to learn from my mistakes and to make them right..
i've made a decision which i still do not know if it is right.. but no matter wat happens.. i haf to learn to smile and to be able to express my feelings again...
You are elegant, withdrawn, and brilliant.
Your mind is a weapon, able to solve any puzzle.
You are also great at poking holes in arguments and common beliefs.
For you, comfort and calm are very important.
You tend to thrive on your own and shrug off most affection.
You prefer to protect your emotions and stay strong. |
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| posted by graky @ 3:35 AM |
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| update update! |
| Friday, June 17, 2005 |
my life is getting so empty that ive got no idea wat i wanna write.. been slacking alot lately and have got no inspiration to do anything.. this is terrible..
walked from toa payoh interchange to the submit of bukit timah hill the other day.. cs suggested this shit and i shittyly agreed.. i guess we were really bored.. the walk wasnt as bad as i thought.. and i kinda enjoy the times when i have to push myself to go on.. i think its cool.. hahaha!
anyhow.. been going back to school for physical trainings with the sailing bunch.. went kayaking last sat and there was great! great sun, great tan, great rowing and great mates!
3 more weeks! and tay will be serving the nation.. ya rite.. serving everyone.. u included! and im trying very hard to enjoy myself before going in! i wanna slp enuff and eat till i drop! i wanna eat pizza.. prata.. dian xin.. sizzler.. pastas.. tuo hua you tiao.. and so much so much more..
ok now.. i wanna go kick some arse on mi xbox before i go to bed.. i know my entries are like once in a blue moon.. i will try to update morE! hahahaaz! as much as i wanna update.. i nid inspirations.. anyone care to inspire mi? i think u can.. but u will nid to try! muackz! |
| posted by graky @ 12:08 AM |
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| Saturday, June 04, 2005 |
i was rather surprised that dad did not say that im being crazy for wanting to walk from west mall at bukit batok back to my home... i juz feel dat i needed a break and needed to be alone for dat moment.. and i went wif my heart despite the fact that im simply crazy...
today.. i asked someone to choose between glory wif a short life or a long and simple family life.. alexander the great chose glory, my friend would rather it simple.. for myself.. im still wondering..
a life of glory and for others to remember u is great.. but it is simply juz a name.. if u go for glory, u will be remembered, appreciated, respected and love for ur wonderful contribution.. but if u go for a simple life, u'll be blessed wif love, care and concern for a lifetime.. a house full of happiness, laughter and warmness is always welcome... this, everyone hope for...
but for mi to choose, dilemma.. i wanna be known, i wanna be respected, but i also want a family of warmness, care, love and happiness.. im a greedy person..
someone once told mi, "tay, i believe that u will be someone one day.." i was simply embarrassed by the recognition.. it was a great feeling.. but after all.. its the feeling... i come to feel that my friend was right in choosing a simple family..
they're the one that u will see everyday.. and who doesnt wanna come home happy and free of trouble after a day of hardwork... well, at least i do.. being remembered or shld i say being 'famous' is juz afterall a name.. another name for others to remember...
my life had been really empty recently.. i dunno wats wrong wif mi.. its juz so empty.. while i was walking home ystd.. i suddenly feel like a dead man... its a feeling that have not been experienced before.. a feeling that cannot be understand.. and its a feeling i fear..
how can i be so lonely and so empty.. im feeling realli lousy abt it.. although i shld say im free of worries, but tay doesnt like this... he likes to reflect and to learn of life... not this empty and fearful life...
well lastly.. its all over.. i have straighten my thought in an issue which i wun discuss.. im glad to be able to think the way im now.. |
| posted by graky @ 5:08 AM |
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