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| Saturday, February 26, 2005 |
opps! i din go sailing today! i slpt from 8pm to 12plus juz now.. i feel so bad.. lorraine called mi on my hp.. and i din hear it ringing.. i swear i didnt! hahahaaz! i was so freaking tired ystd and a few days back.. but i feel so so so refresh now! like im new! i can think better now.. so much better.. hahahahaz!
i think like wat sheryl mentioned.. i got slping disorder! hahahhaaaz! ive been late for the first lesson everyday.. and im always late for at least 30 mins.. but ystd.. i got to sch on time.. becos ive already received warning for that particular module! hahahahaaz!
1 more reflection, 1 resume, and 1 last presentation, im done wif my IS once and for all! hahahaaz! but i like ethical dilemma lesson.. and i loved WISP.. not forgetting Customer Service! i love my IS modules for this semester! hahahaaz!
jpaul.. i will miss the night that you came over and we do WISP project.. i will miss u.. hahahahhahahaaz! damn gross!
im getting so short tempered recently.. and i would like to openly apologize to sam for my annoying behavior.. been scolding him so harshly and i realised how very annoying and wrong i was.. SORRY SAM! DIU BU QI! |
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| 3 more weeks |
| Friday, February 25, 2005 |
its only juz 3 more weeks of school.. and i will be gone.. not a very good feeling.. i will miss so so so many ppl.. arghz! i hate to think abt it!!
anyhow.. i hate the feel im having now.. im happy yes im.. at least for the moment.. but something is realli bothering mi!! i hate it! ive onli told 2 ppl abt this becos im afraid to tell the others.. it aint a secret.. juz something that i prefer to be left untold...
"love is the most difficult module in the world" |
| posted by graky @ 2:23 AM |
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| im getting better |
| Thursday, February 24, 2005 |
im getting better as day passes by.. juz wat i wanted.. i nid to thank ppl who showed concern to mi.. it was very very much appreciated..
im feeling very tired now.. work is gonna start on friday night again.. 1 reflection, 1 resume and 1 presentation next wed.. arghZ! i hate this.. when all come together in a go.. leave mi with limited time.. im feeling so so so tired..
i hope the tireness in mi wun lead to another depression.. i nid energy to work.. getting depressed will onli hinder my effort..
driving test is coming up pretty soon.. im quite cool wif it.. it realli haf to depend on my luck.. and i hope i will be blessed on that day.. im quite pressurize by the surrounding on this issue.. kinda sensitive..
i think i nid to date someone real soon.. haven been realli dating someone for a long long time.. im afraid of ended up being a gay soon.. hah! its been quite a very long time now.. and ive not seen someone i know im realli interested in.. love is a very complicating issue.. i hope someone will pop out real soon and get mi realli excited..
i try not to be choosy at times.. but i cant seem to be able to keep it that way.. if i anyhow pick someone.. we might end up getting nowhere.. i dun wanna waste mine and the other party's time.. therefore i choose to remain quiet and senseless... i hate to wake up knowing that no one is there for mi.. it might take a long long time.. but its the waiting that makes it so special.. for u and mi... cheers!
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| posted by graky @ 2:59 AM |
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| depressed |
| Monday, February 21, 2005 |
im feeling so not good these couple of days... i dunno wat got over me.. im having terrible moodswings.. no one.. exactly no one can make mi happy... i thought i would be fine after a while.. but i was wrong.. i dunno how the hell im feeling like this again.. whos wrong wif mi..
sometimes i wonder.. whose hug is there for mi when i nid it the most? exactly whose? i haf to thank all those that lent mi their ears/eyes.. it was much appreciated..
i remembered telling someone not to be too nice too mi.. becos the nicer u are to mi.. the further i think u're to mi.. its a feeling that we wun understand.. ur sudden change of attitude makes mi feel dat the world is drifting away.. u will nv understand.. neither do i.. i do not like this at all.. why m i feeling like this?
i showed concern a lot of time to many different people.. even to people that i dun realli know.. i do not know why.. but when there are things that comes by and i realised that i realli couldnt get over it.. i juz wanna hide myself under the blanket and let days pass by..
Sometimes late at night, i feel like crying.. becos i thought crying would wash all my woes away.. but its been a long long time since i last dropped a tear.. and i cant seems to be able to do it now.. some would say that im being 'sissy' to cry.. but i dun think so.. crying is a good way to vent out ur frustration.. but if u still think dat im sissy.. suits u.. let mi be sissy then.. |
| posted by graky @ 3:12 AM |
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| i dont understand.. |
| Saturday, February 19, 2005 |
saturday is a day to hate and to love! hate to wake up 0630 but love to sail and meet the sailors! sailing today was very tiring! after around 2 months without sailing.. it was back to square one.. it was a bad dad at the sea today.. with lorraine's sail coming off, sheryl's mast breaking and taran having a bad cut on her head.. not a gd day at the sea..
im trying to blog something.. but i haf got no inspiration now at all.. arghz! i will blog again soon when the inspiration come by with the right words... |
| posted by graky @ 11:11 PM |
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| opps! |
| Friday, February 18, 2005 |
i accidentally clicked on the 'Submit Purchase Form' button for the Nikon 5200 Coolpix digital camera.. hahaaz! they will call mi soon to settle details on delivery... hah! getting excited!
was browsing the WWE website when i saw this http://www.wwe.com/shows/wrestlemania21/trailers.jsp
its very farnie and interesting.. be sure to take a peek!
my face is getting lesser and lesser pimples at the expense of lesser lectures! my lecturer told mi that he thought i had quit school! hahahahaaz! but i know he is juz being himself.. BULLSHITTING! hahahaaz!
i, tay zhenqian hereby promises to go for every lesson from now onwards! onli absent wif valid reason is permitted! i also promise to try not to be late! hahahahaaz! okok.. if late, at most 15 minutes later! hahahahaaz!
in order to be able to fulfill my promises, im going to slp now.. im having 8am lesson tml! means i gotta be in sch by 0815! damnit! so freaking early!
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| posted by graky @ 1:56 AM |
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| late night |
| Thursday, February 17, 2005 |
its getting late now.. and im bored in here.. ok now.. im confirm getting nikon in the next few days.. either nikon coolpix 4200 or 5200.. depending if my mum is helping an investment.. hahahaaz!
had fun at sailing training today.. tiring.. but fun.. i feel at ease everytime im wif this batch of "monkeys".. and im a gorilla.. king of the monkeys! hahahhaa! looking forward to this saturday sea training.. its gonna be fun! wif mi around, everywhere is fun!
im feeling so much better these few days! which is a very happy thingy.. im certainly looking forward for some stingray outing soon! im gonna miss this batch of "monkeys" after graduation...
its been fast.. 3 yrs in poly passed like 3 days.. friends that i know.. memories that we will have.. expecially to sailing members as well as cs, kun, sam and jackson.. its been great knowing u ppl..
nonsense during lectures and those cover arse thingy certainly will be kept as wonderful memories.. as i look back.. i see a smile on my face.. smile for the wonderful memories..
and for sailing! i luv sailing like all of u know.. and i will nv forget u batch! ppl like sheryl, lorraine, joel, cs, jackson, charlene, sarah and many more made it an event i hate to miss on saturday morning.. i swear i will miss sailing! ARGHZ! sailing!!!! i dun dare to think beyond graduation now.. juz to haf fun to the fullest for the rest of the sailing session..
ok.. now.. im still thinking, still wondering who can make mi smile everyday.. if u can.. email mi.. i would gladly reply.. hahahaaz! |
| posted by graky @ 3:35 AM |
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| in sch rotting.. |
| Wednesday, February 16, 2005 |
3 hours break now.. and im rotting.. 3 hours of nothing to do is realli like 3 days for someone wif a hyperactive character like mine.. sitting here along wif sam and jackson in the library is boring.. they're trying to finish their assignment and im juz sitting here doing nothing...
wif kun's "clean" laptop.. i feel "clean".. im wondering if i will get skin infection after using it.. so dusty! and i think i can see bits of food! oh mi gosh! wtf haf he done to the lappie?!?!
having physical training at 5pm.. im glad i will be able to start some training again.. been eating so much! getting so slpy again.. drag myself outta bed today after dad kpkb.. cannot tahan him.. last time, he scold mi becos i "bu guai".. now he scold mi becos "wo bu yao qi chuang"
been thinking hard if i shld go get the nikon digital camera.. hand itchy.. nid to spend.. but i also wanna go for "The Sound of Music" musical this coming april.. dilemma! arghz! i hate situations like this.. to choose! i think i will go for the nikon digital cam soon! very soon! im planning and thinking how to spend the money i haf now.. its not much so ive to think and make plans! hahahhaaz!
ok.. ive gotta go now.. go slack around.. then lesson at 1pm.. sucks! |
| posted by graky @ 11:35 AM |
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did not went to school today.. stayed at home and rot.. missed 2 lectures and 1 practical.. im a naughty boy.. but who cares.. well.. i don't? why? becos im so tired!
had a chat wif u know who in msn this afternoon.. guess u're feeling so much better and im glad for u.. do not think too much and if u nid someone to tok to.. i will be there.. but pls pls.. call at the right time!
ok.. i went out at evening time.. to visit my cousin again.. and went for dinner wif sis and brother-in-law.. dinner was great.. and the stingray and sotong was mouth-watering... hey peeps! be sure to drop by whampoa food centre soon for its bbq seafood! the sambal chilli is excellent.. it juz leave mi craving for more!
a tiring day wif little thoughts and minor happenings.. tml will be a better and fulfilling day!
*someone, make mi smile everyday.. |
| posted by graky @ 1:16 AM |
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| my first entry on blogspot |
| Tuesday, February 15, 2005 |
today mark the first entry and the start of my new blog on blogspot... i welcome all to my new site and wishes everyone a very happy chinese new yr..
i will try to update as much as possible and pls be patient wif mi.. im nothing but an blur and gon kia.. pls pardon my ignorance..
the past few days had been very bad for mi... a dark patch juz came over.. but i promise to get over it soon so as to bring back the laughter and the fun that i will provide..
chinese new yr had been very very tiring for an old man like mi.. running to 7 places in a single day could kill mi.. and it almost did.. ALMOST! but thanks to my endurance, i managed to pull thru..
i spent valentines day mostly in school and then to mount alvernia hospital to visit my cousin who had juz given birth to an adoring son.. life is truly amazing when u look at how big the baby is and think how it is possible to come out from the womb.. its truly amazing..
its been more than 2 months since i last sail.. i miss sailing.. missed it to core! this sat, im gonna get a chance to sail again, and im so glad and excited.. juz like how a kid would react to a mcdonalds' treat.. i nid to get tan fast, im getting fair like a swan, no.. i shld say, like ugly duckling.. hope the sun is blazing this sat!
ive gonna end it here.. lessons tml morning.. i love all u peeps dat showed concern over my drop of morale this couple of months.. it had been tremendously received and appreciated.. i hope the best for everyone! CHEERS! |
| posted by graky @ 4:15 AM |
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